Change of heart???
For the past 2 days, I've been wondering to myself: Am I having a change of heart? Fell in love with a girl close to 2 weeks back, found out she was attached 1 week later.. And now I think I'm in love with another girl.. What the hell is going on in my mind?? This is something which I myself can't comprehend..
After finding out that the girl was attached, I told myself that I should purge out all thoughts of being with her.. This, I succeeded to a certain extent.. Maybe because I was expecting such an outcome at the very start.. So I was somehow prepared for this.. But the whole thing about falling for another girl so soon is something beyond me.. I never expected it.. It just happened to me.. Now I'm really at a lost..
This girl was around me all this while.. Just that I failed to notice her all this time.. But for these few days, I finally noticed her presence.. Especially the short "walk" we had on Tuesday.. A feeling that has eluded me for years..
I think I'm just thinking too much.. And too deeply into things.. Perhaps I should just give myself a break.. Away from all these thoughts.. Maybe I'll have a clearer picture after that..
But for now, I guess I have to live with all these thoughts..
After finding out that the girl was attached, I told myself that I should purge out all thoughts of being with her.. This, I succeeded to a certain extent.. Maybe because I was expecting such an outcome at the very start.. So I was somehow prepared for this.. But the whole thing about falling for another girl so soon is something beyond me.. I never expected it.. It just happened to me.. Now I'm really at a lost..
This girl was around me all this while.. Just that I failed to notice her all this time.. But for these few days, I finally noticed her presence.. Especially the short "walk" we had on Tuesday.. A feeling that has eluded me for years..
I think I'm just thinking too much.. And too deeply into things.. Perhaps I should just give myself a break.. Away from all these thoughts.. Maybe I'll have a clearer picture after that..
But for now, I guess I have to live with all these thoughts..