I'm confused.. Things are getting complicated..
I'm feeling confused at the moment.. Cause things are getting complicated.. I knew long ago that 'F' already has someone in her heart.. But that guy, whom I will call 'J1' for now, doesn't seem to accept her feelings for him.. On the other hand, I found out recently that one of my friend, whom I will call him 'J2' for now, also seems to express an interest in 'F'.. If I'm added into this complicated equation, all these will become a very big mess.. I'm confused at the moment.. What should I do?? On one hand, I would really hate to lose 'F'.. But on the other hand, I also would not want to risk losing a friend.. Things are getting a bit messed up at the moment.. Hope that time will bring the appropriate solution to this complicated problem..
Thought a little deeper into this issue.. If things remained as it is now, all the 4 of us would end up with a big zero.. All of us will not be able to be with the person we want (maybe with the exception of J1).. Yea.. Maybe this will be the possible end product.. Although I hope this will not be the case.. If 'F' can be with the person she likes, I will wish her all the best.. Seriously.. Cause when you like a person, you would want her to be happy.. I finally understand the meaning of this..
However, as things stand at this moment of time, I would not want to give up any chances.. I really hope to replace the person in her heart.. It pains me to see her waiting for 'J1' to notice her.. Cause I myself know the feeling of a one-sided love.. It happened to me for too many a time.. So I really hope she would not have to endure such a feeling.. Why can't the two of us just be together?? Fate, fate, fate...
Tried to "talk" to her just now.. But hesitated for too long.. Lost the opportunity in the end.. Maybe next time..
On a brighter note.. I found out that my friend, Gun Kiat, is also interested to join the Chinese Society.. Yea.. That means I would have a friend with me whenever I go for the activities.. Yea..
Let's hope time will provide the answer to everything..
Thought a little deeper into this issue.. If things remained as it is now, all the 4 of us would end up with a big zero.. All of us will not be able to be with the person we want (maybe with the exception of J1).. Yea.. Maybe this will be the possible end product.. Although I hope this will not be the case.. If 'F' can be with the person she likes, I will wish her all the best.. Seriously.. Cause when you like a person, you would want her to be happy.. I finally understand the meaning of this..
However, as things stand at this moment of time, I would not want to give up any chances.. I really hope to replace the person in her heart.. It pains me to see her waiting for 'J1' to notice her.. Cause I myself know the feeling of a one-sided love.. It happened to me for too many a time.. So I really hope she would not have to endure such a feeling.. Why can't the two of us just be together?? Fate, fate, fate...
Tried to "talk" to her just now.. But hesitated for too long.. Lost the opportunity in the end.. Maybe next time..
On a brighter note.. I found out that my friend, Gun Kiat, is also interested to join the Chinese Society.. Yea.. That means I would have a friend with me whenever I go for the activities.. Yea..
Let's hope time will provide the answer to everything..