Self-Denial..
Been in a state of self-denial recently.. Trying to deny my feelings for 'F'.. To a certain extent, I guess I do see some results.. Whether I'm doing it consciously or subconsciously, I think I do think less about 'F' recently.. Or is it?? I guess by doing this, I'm more confused than ever..
Not really sure how I feel about 'F' now.. Not sure which place in my heart is she occupying now.. Do I still have any feelings for her?? I'm really very confused now.. Should I tell her my feelings for her?? Or are there any feelings to start off with?? I'm really at a lost.. Really, really lost.. I need time to get my feelings back on track.. Hopefully I'll come to a conclusion soon..
Not really sure how I feel about 'F' now.. Not sure which place in my heart is she occupying now.. Do I still have any feelings for her?? I'm really very confused now.. Should I tell her my feelings for her?? Or are there any feelings to start off with?? I'm really at a lost.. Really, really lost.. I need time to get my feelings back on track.. Hopefully I'll come to a conclusion soon..