Finally.. Some time for reflection...
Here I am, sitting in a comfortable corner of NTU's library, typing my post using my i-book.. No lessons at the moment.. My next lesson is at 5:30pm.. Thought I should update my blog now, since I really need a break..
The last few days had been very hectic for me.. Paying dearly for my own devices.. Was trying my best to complete my programming assignment, which should have been done during my 1 week break, and not at the last minute.. However, as things stand as it is now, I've finally managed to complete my assignment just on time, with some help from my classmates.. Will I learn from my lesson?? I'll never know.. Hopefully I will...
Finally, a little time for some self-reflection.. Things are still fine at the moment.. Except the last few days, whereby I was very busy.. Thought I should do some reflection on some of the things that happened to me recently.. I guess I'm quite lucky to be able to perform on stage last Wednesday.. I was originally not selected for the performance, but somehow I was involved in the end.. After the quite successful performance last Wednesday, I was informed last Friday that there will be another performance coming up on the 19th of October.. Our Geyong leader, Huiqi, asked me if I'm interested in taking part.. Although I know it'll be quite strange to see me on stage again in such a short space of time, I would not want to let go of any chances to gain more stage experience.. Therefore, I told her I'm interested in taking part.. Come to think of it, Huiqi has so far given me 2 chances to perform on stage.. She was the one who SMSed me to ask me if I was interested to take part in last Wednesday's performance, just when I thought I was not selected.. Now, she is giving me the chance again to take part in another performance.. To this, I must really thank her for giving me so many chances.. I will give my best in the performance..
On to a more emotional topic.. As I've mentioned in my last post, I feel that 'F' and I are drifting further apart.. Not because we were very close to each other in the past.. It's just that I don't get to see her so often now.. The last time I saw her was a few weeks ago.. With close to zero chance of meeting up with her, I'm starting to feel that she is slowly drifting away from me.. And there is nothing I can do.. Feel like asking her out again, but really at a lost as to how to breach the subject.. Really feel that nothing is going to come out of this if things remain this way.. Really hope to start building things up from the very bottom level as friends.. But without any chance to meet up with her, there is not even a chance to start as friends, let alone opportunities for development.. As such, I'm really lost as to what is the next step I should take.. Hopefully time will provide me with an answer as the days go by..
Well.. I guess that's all I want to put down for today.. Let me just pray for the best.. Yea..
The last few days had been very hectic for me.. Paying dearly for my own devices.. Was trying my best to complete my programming assignment, which should have been done during my 1 week break, and not at the last minute.. However, as things stand as it is now, I've finally managed to complete my assignment just on time, with some help from my classmates.. Will I learn from my lesson?? I'll never know.. Hopefully I will...
Finally, a little time for some self-reflection.. Things are still fine at the moment.. Except the last few days, whereby I was very busy.. Thought I should do some reflection on some of the things that happened to me recently.. I guess I'm quite lucky to be able to perform on stage last Wednesday.. I was originally not selected for the performance, but somehow I was involved in the end.. After the quite successful performance last Wednesday, I was informed last Friday that there will be another performance coming up on the 19th of October.. Our Geyong leader, Huiqi, asked me if I'm interested in taking part.. Although I know it'll be quite strange to see me on stage again in such a short space of time, I would not want to let go of any chances to gain more stage experience.. Therefore, I told her I'm interested in taking part.. Come to think of it, Huiqi has so far given me 2 chances to perform on stage.. She was the one who SMSed me to ask me if I was interested to take part in last Wednesday's performance, just when I thought I was not selected.. Now, she is giving me the chance again to take part in another performance.. To this, I must really thank her for giving me so many chances.. I will give my best in the performance..
On to a more emotional topic.. As I've mentioned in my last post, I feel that 'F' and I are drifting further apart.. Not because we were very close to each other in the past.. It's just that I don't get to see her so often now.. The last time I saw her was a few weeks ago.. With close to zero chance of meeting up with her, I'm starting to feel that she is slowly drifting away from me.. And there is nothing I can do.. Feel like asking her out again, but really at a lost as to how to breach the subject.. Really feel that nothing is going to come out of this if things remain this way.. Really hope to start building things up from the very bottom level as friends.. But without any chance to meet up with her, there is not even a chance to start as friends, let alone opportunities for development.. As such, I'm really lost as to what is the next step I should take.. Hopefully time will provide me with an answer as the days go by..
Well.. I guess that's all I want to put down for today.. Let me just pray for the best.. Yea..