My Feelings..
My feelings are going out of control again.. Especially after yesterday.. Kept thinking about 'F' every now and then.. Although it has been a day since I went out with 'F', the scenes from yesterday are still so vivid in my mind.. And I think they are going to stay there for a long, long time..
I guess my feelings are clear now.. No more doubts about that.. With this, I think I'm committing myself again.. Although commitment is an issue which I try to avoid for years now, I guess this time round, I'm ready to commit, regardless of the outcome.. I know I may end up with a broken heart again, like what happened 3 years ago, but I'm not going to let this chance slip past me.. Call me a fool if you want.. But this is me.. Yea..
Really hope to see her again soon.. Guess I'll get to see her again tomorrow.. If nothing goes wrong.. Looking forward to tomorrow.. At the mini birthday celebration my OG is organizing for her.. Yea..
It's been a long, long time since I have such feelings.. In the past 3 years, I may have fallen for other girls along the way, but this time round, the feelings I'm experiencing is just so different.. It is something beyond words.. Something I cannot explain.. If she's able to make me feel so strongly in love to commit myself again, then I guess she must really mean a lot to me.. To make me feel like committing again, it does mean something.. Although I know this might yet again be another case of unrequited love, I'm not afraid.. I really want to give my best and hope something comes out of this..
I'm going to write a song for her.. But I'm not going to rush things.. I want this song to be as perfect as possible.. Hopefully, I can use this song to win her heart one day.. Let me pray hard...
I guess my feelings are clear now.. No more doubts about that.. With this, I think I'm committing myself again.. Although commitment is an issue which I try to avoid for years now, I guess this time round, I'm ready to commit, regardless of the outcome.. I know I may end up with a broken heart again, like what happened 3 years ago, but I'm not going to let this chance slip past me.. Call me a fool if you want.. But this is me.. Yea..
Really hope to see her again soon.. Guess I'll get to see her again tomorrow.. If nothing goes wrong.. Looking forward to tomorrow.. At the mini birthday celebration my OG is organizing for her.. Yea..
It's been a long, long time since I have such feelings.. In the past 3 years, I may have fallen for other girls along the way, but this time round, the feelings I'm experiencing is just so different.. It is something beyond words.. Something I cannot explain.. If she's able to make me feel so strongly in love to commit myself again, then I guess she must really mean a lot to me.. To make me feel like committing again, it does mean something.. Although I know this might yet again be another case of unrequited love, I'm not afraid.. I really want to give my best and hope something comes out of this..
I'm going to write a song for her.. But I'm not going to rush things.. I want this song to be as perfect as possible.. Hopefully, I can use this song to win her heart one day.. Let me pray hard...