My confession..
Time for some self-reflection again.. But this time round, I guess it's more of a confession rather than self-reflection.. I'm not too sure either.. Cause I think I'm in a state of delusion..
I need to admit: Recently, I have a tendency to take a liking to other girls, especially girls with a great voice.. Not sure why, but recently I'm very attracted to girls who can sing well.. Maybe it's this subconscious quest to look for a perfect voice, something which I myself lack.. Not sure what I'm trying to say either.. Not even sure of what I'm thinking in my mind at the moment.. Forgive me if this post come across as contradictory or confusing.. Cause I'm not sure of myself either..
After some time without seeing 'F', I'm starting to live my life without thinking of her so much.. As a result of this, I guess my mind is now more open to other girls whom I may meet along the way.. This allows me to give myself more chances, and not only focus all my attention on 'F'.. However, this is also becoming a source of concern for me..
I used to think I'm capable of committing to a single girl.. And I was very sure of that, until recently.. Now, I'm feeling lost again.. Cause this belief of mine seemed to have been eroded.. What I've thought was a certainty for me seemed to have been lost in a split second.. What is happening?? Is this just another passing phase?? Or is this the cruel reality??
At this moment of time, my heart is now torn between 2 girls.. I'm very sure my feelings for 'F' is still there.. But I'm not really sure about the other?? Is this just a passing moment of attraction??
I'm choosing to give myself a little more time to be sure about my feelings.. Hopefully I will arrive at a conclusion which I really hope to see..
I need to admit: Recently, I have a tendency to take a liking to other girls, especially girls with a great voice.. Not sure why, but recently I'm very attracted to girls who can sing well.. Maybe it's this subconscious quest to look for a perfect voice, something which I myself lack.. Not sure what I'm trying to say either.. Not even sure of what I'm thinking in my mind at the moment.. Forgive me if this post come across as contradictory or confusing.. Cause I'm not sure of myself either..
After some time without seeing 'F', I'm starting to live my life without thinking of her so much.. As a result of this, I guess my mind is now more open to other girls whom I may meet along the way.. This allows me to give myself more chances, and not only focus all my attention on 'F'.. However, this is also becoming a source of concern for me..
I used to think I'm capable of committing to a single girl.. And I was very sure of that, until recently.. Now, I'm feeling lost again.. Cause this belief of mine seemed to have been eroded.. What I've thought was a certainty for me seemed to have been lost in a split second.. What is happening?? Is this just another passing phase?? Or is this the cruel reality??
At this moment of time, my heart is now torn between 2 girls.. I'm very sure my feelings for 'F' is still there.. But I'm not really sure about the other?? Is this just a passing moment of attraction??
I'm choosing to give myself a little more time to be sure about my feelings.. Hopefully I will arrive at a conclusion which I really hope to see..