What am I thinking??
Remember the girl who I was talking about last Wednesday?? The one who I thought looked cute?? Yea.. I saw her again today during my Elective..It seems that she has caught my eye again..
She did not come early for the Elective today.. Saw her come into the LT just before the lecture started.. I was sitting around the same place which I sat last week, while she sat somewhere towards the back of the LT.. Surprising, she left during our first break, which was around 1 hour after our lecture started.. Saw her leave with her bag.. More surprisingly, she came back for the last hour of the lecture, this time sitting on the other side of the LT..
It seemed that she has really caught my attention.. Every time she entered or left the LT, I would have taken notice of it.. What am I thinking??
Seriously, I really don't know what am I exactly thinking.. Am I trying to fill the void left by SY?? Am I trying to get SY out of my mind by replacing her with someone?? If I'm really doing that subconsciously, why her and not someone else?? Questions, questions, and more questions.. Again, no definite answers.. Guess I'll have to give this some thought..
Today, she wore spectacles to the lecture.. To be frank, I'm more attracted to girls who don't wear spectacles.. However, today, I felt she looked even more cute with her spectacles on.. What am I thinking?? Am I becoming obsessed with her?? Obsessed with someone who I don't even know?? That's really absurd.. Really don't know what I'm thinking.. I guess I need to sort things out...
She did not come early for the Elective today.. Saw her come into the LT just before the lecture started.. I was sitting around the same place which I sat last week, while she sat somewhere towards the back of the LT.. Surprising, she left during our first break, which was around 1 hour after our lecture started.. Saw her leave with her bag.. More surprisingly, she came back for the last hour of the lecture, this time sitting on the other side of the LT..
It seemed that she has really caught my attention.. Every time she entered or left the LT, I would have taken notice of it.. What am I thinking??
Seriously, I really don't know what am I exactly thinking.. Am I trying to fill the void left by SY?? Am I trying to get SY out of my mind by replacing her with someone?? If I'm really doing that subconsciously, why her and not someone else?? Questions, questions, and more questions.. Again, no definite answers.. Guess I'll have to give this some thought..
Today, she wore spectacles to the lecture.. To be frank, I'm more attracted to girls who don't wear spectacles.. However, today, I felt she looked even more cute with her spectacles on.. What am I thinking?? Am I becoming obsessed with her?? Obsessed with someone who I don't even know?? That's really absurd.. Really don't know what I'm thinking.. I guess I need to sort things out...