Insight thoughts..
Went out with Fang Hui today.. Remember one of my posts last week?? I mentioned that I received a strange SMS from Fang Hui.. Turns out that she asked me out for lunch.. Was quite surprised to receive her SMS last week.. Was wondering the reason behind her asking me out.. But I guess I got the answer today.. Seems that she needed to find someone to hear her bottled-up thoughts..
Met her at around 3pm.. Went for lunch together at Marina Square.. After which we took a walk around the area.. Starting from Marina Square, to Suntec City, and then to Raffles City.. This is the second time in 2 days that I'm walking so much.. But for most of the time, we were talking.. She was telling me her thoughts on some issues.. After listening to her, I can't help but also ponder on the things she has said.. I know how she feels, and I guess I also feel the same way.. But I guess I didn't really think so deeply into such issues, until now.. I guess I'm just not mature enough.. Or is it??
But I can't deny that it's such a surreal feeling walking around with her.. The comfort that once attracted me to her seemed to be there again.. I feel that I could go on and on talking to her.. Am I losing myself again?? I definitely hope not.. Cause if this happens, then I guess I can't really trust my feelings at this moment.. Cause it's giving me all the wrong signs..
Why can't I be more simpler?? Why am I always thinking so deeply into things that are so simple?? I don't understand myself.. Need time to find out my true feelings..
Met her at around 3pm.. Went for lunch together at Marina Square.. After which we took a walk around the area.. Starting from Marina Square, to Suntec City, and then to Raffles City.. This is the second time in 2 days that I'm walking so much.. But for most of the time, we were talking.. She was telling me her thoughts on some issues.. After listening to her, I can't help but also ponder on the things she has said.. I know how she feels, and I guess I also feel the same way.. But I guess I didn't really think so deeply into such issues, until now.. I guess I'm just not mature enough.. Or is it??
But I can't deny that it's such a surreal feeling walking around with her.. The comfort that once attracted me to her seemed to be there again.. I feel that I could go on and on talking to her.. Am I losing myself again?? I definitely hope not.. Cause if this happens, then I guess I can't really trust my feelings at this moment.. Cause it's giving me all the wrong signs..
Why can't I be more simpler?? Why am I always thinking so deeply into things that are so simple?? I don't understand myself.. Need time to find out my true feelings..