Missing you..
It's only the second day into my 1 week break, and I'm starting to miss JL already.. Really felt like asking her out when I saw her on MSN yesterday.. In the end, I didn't.. Felt that I shouldn't rush things..
Another reason is that I'm feeling quite unsure about things.. Somehow, I have this very bad feeling that things are doomed to fail from the very beginning.. I'm talking about the possibility of us being together.. Somehow, I feel that we belong to 2 very different types of people.. Although we do have some similarities, I'm quite sure that our pesonalities are poles apart.. For those who know the both of us, I'm sure you know this..
As such, even though I'm missing her, I really don't know if I should do anything.. I'm afraid.. Yea.. I'm really afraid.. Afraid of committing myself again to something that seemed so far away.. Really afraid..
Another reason is that I'm feeling quite unsure about things.. Somehow, I have this very bad feeling that things are doomed to fail from the very beginning.. I'm talking about the possibility of us being together.. Somehow, I feel that we belong to 2 very different types of people.. Although we do have some similarities, I'm quite sure that our pesonalities are poles apart.. For those who know the both of us, I'm sure you know this..
As such, even though I'm missing her, I really don't know if I should do anything.. I'm afraid.. Yea.. I'm really afraid.. Afraid of committing myself again to something that seemed so far away.. Really afraid..