Sure of my feelings..
After today, I guess I'm now very sure of my feelings for 'L'.. Since that is the case, I guess I don't mind letting her name be known.. Yes, for those who read the comments in my last post, I guess you all should know who she is.. Yea.. Her name is Jialing.. But to keep things short, I'll use 'JL' when I'm addressing her.. Well.. I did try to ask her out on Sunday, but she did not reply my SMS.. Was quite worried when I didn't get a reply from her.. But when I saw her today, she told me that she saw the SMS very late at night, so she did not reply me for fear of disturbing my sleep.. So thoughtful.. Anyway, she was not free on Sunday.. But at least I know that she wasn't ignoring me..
Took part in another performance today.. Was quite a last minute decision.. Cause our Geyong was invited to perform in today's Arts Festival quite late last week.. And I was only informed of this performance last Thursday.. But fortunately or unfortunately, I was told to perform the same song again.. Some more at the same venue..I guess those who had seen our performance last week had to see it again.. You know what's worse?? I was told to perform the same song AGAIN this coming Wednesday.. Thought of changing the song.. Maybe I'll ask Huiqi about it tomorrow..
The performance today was quite ok.. Not as nervous as last week.. We were supposed to start at 12:40pm.. But due to some delays by the group before us, our performance started at close to 1:30pm instead.. The whole performance went quite smoothly.. JL was great today!! Her voice sounded so good today when she sang "Ai Shi Ni Yan Li De Yi Shou Qing Ge"..
When I saw her today.. I felt so happy.. Don't know why either.. I just felt so happy to see her.. I guess I've confirmed my feelings for her.. Had a chat with Bernard yesterday on MSN.. After hearing his analysis of my situation and some sound advice from him, I've decided to take things slow.. Or should I say I hope I can try to take things slow.. When it comes to feelings, I must really admit that I am not my usual calm self.. I tend to be inpulsive.. Maybe this is what you call being "passionate".. Not really a good trait though.. Cause I may tend to act on impulse.. But I really hope things will turn out well this time round..
Stayed back with her and Kok Song for lunch after the performance.. Managed to get her MSN, although I eventually didn't mange to find out if she was attached.. But I guess this is a good start..
Will be going over to support her tomorrow.. Our Geyong is having another performance tomorrow and on Wednesday.. JL will be performing tomorrow, while I will be performing on Wednesday.. Really looking forward to seeing her again tomorrow.. I think she has become a part of my life..
Really like the song "对不起我爱你" by 梁静茹.. I guess all that I've wanted to tell her is in this song.. Hearing this song, I will start to think of her.. Really hope to let her know my feelings for her one day.. As for now, I guess I'm going back to my dreamland...
对不起我爱你 - 梁静茹
没别的只想说对不起
对不起我真的爱你
不管你会怎么想你怎么说
也不会改变我的决定
你知道有时候感情事很难说
很难说爱人或朋友
从前到现在我真的感觉要
一想你我的心就发烧
想给你听我的心跳
想你知道我睡的不好
喝水想着你
搭车想着你
合眼闭眼间出现的全是你
我猜不到你的表情
我等不到你的回应
不想难为你
又不想放弃你
决定告诉你
对不起对不起我爱你
没别的只想说对不起
怎么样我都会珍惜
不管你会怎么讲
你怎么做
也不会影响我的心情
你知道有时候男孩更难捉摸
难捉摸爱人或朋友
现在到永远我真会感觉要
一想你我的心就狂跳
我的模样记不记得牢
情人卡有没有收到
读书想着你
听歌想着你
大地和蓝天
出现的全是你
我才不管你的表情
我才不理你回不回应
不想难为你
又不想放弃你
决定告诉你
对不起对不起我爱你
你听一听我的心跳
你看一看我睡的不好
喝水想着你
搭车想着你
合眼闭眼间出现的全是你
我猜不到你的表情
我等不到你的回应
不想难为你
又不想放弃你
决定告诉你
对不起对不起我爱你
Took part in another performance today.. Was quite a last minute decision.. Cause our Geyong was invited to perform in today's Arts Festival quite late last week.. And I was only informed of this performance last Thursday.. But fortunately or unfortunately, I was told to perform the same song again.. Some more at the same venue..I guess those who had seen our performance last week had to see it again.. You know what's worse?? I was told to perform the same song AGAIN this coming Wednesday.. Thought of changing the song.. Maybe I'll ask Huiqi about it tomorrow..
The performance today was quite ok.. Not as nervous as last week.. We were supposed to start at 12:40pm.. But due to some delays by the group before us, our performance started at close to 1:30pm instead.. The whole performance went quite smoothly.. JL was great today!! Her voice sounded so good today when she sang "Ai Shi Ni Yan Li De Yi Shou Qing Ge"..
When I saw her today.. I felt so happy.. Don't know why either.. I just felt so happy to see her.. I guess I've confirmed my feelings for her.. Had a chat with Bernard yesterday on MSN.. After hearing his analysis of my situation and some sound advice from him, I've decided to take things slow.. Or should I say I hope I can try to take things slow.. When it comes to feelings, I must really admit that I am not my usual calm self.. I tend to be inpulsive.. Maybe this is what you call being "passionate".. Not really a good trait though.. Cause I may tend to act on impulse.. But I really hope things will turn out well this time round..
Stayed back with her and Kok Song for lunch after the performance.. Managed to get her MSN, although I eventually didn't mange to find out if she was attached.. But I guess this is a good start..
Will be going over to support her tomorrow.. Our Geyong is having another performance tomorrow and on Wednesday.. JL will be performing tomorrow, while I will be performing on Wednesday.. Really looking forward to seeing her again tomorrow.. I think she has become a part of my life..
Really like the song "对不起我爱你" by 梁静茹.. I guess all that I've wanted to tell her is in this song.. Hearing this song, I will start to think of her.. Really hope to let her know my feelings for her one day.. As for now, I guess I'm going back to my dreamland...
对不起我爱你 - 梁静茹
没别的只想说对不起
对不起我真的爱你
不管你会怎么想你怎么说
也不会改变我的决定
你知道有时候感情事很难说
很难说爱人或朋友
从前到现在我真的感觉要
一想你我的心就发烧
想给你听我的心跳
想你知道我睡的不好
喝水想着你
搭车想着你
合眼闭眼间出现的全是你
我猜不到你的表情
我等不到你的回应
不想难为你
又不想放弃你
决定告诉你
对不起对不起我爱你
没别的只想说对不起
怎么样我都会珍惜
不管你会怎么讲
你怎么做
也不会影响我的心情
你知道有时候男孩更难捉摸
难捉摸爱人或朋友
现在到永远我真会感觉要
一想你我的心就狂跳
我的模样记不记得牢
情人卡有没有收到
读书想着你
听歌想着你
大地和蓝天
出现的全是你
我才不管你的表情
我才不理你回不回应
不想难为你
又不想放弃你
决定告诉你
对不起对不起我爱你
你听一听我的心跳
你看一看我睡的不好
喝水想着你
搭车想着你
合眼闭眼间出现的全是你
我猜不到你的表情
我等不到你的回应
不想难为你
又不想放弃你
决定告诉你
对不起对不起我爱你