Was it a foolish thing to do??
Again.. It has been some time since I last posted something on my blog.. For this week, I have been very busy with my school work again.. A lot of things to do.. Seems never-ending...
Last night, I did a "foolish" thing.. Or maybe it wasn't such a foolish thing, at least in my opinion.. As University students, sleep is a much treasured possession.. Yet, I gave up my sleep in exchange for something that never came, at least for last night..
SMSed Fang Hui yesterday.. Was hoping to ask her out on Sunday.. Really felt like meeting up with her.. So I decided to ask her if she is free.. Waited for her reply.. But in the end, it never came, until today evening.. For much of last night, I believed I didn't really sleep much.. I was transiting between the states of 'awake' and 'asleep'.. Checking my handphone every time I'm awake.. Yet, I never got her reply last night.. I must say sleep was very important to me at that point of time, cause I didn't really have enough sleep for the past few days.. Yet I willingly gave it up for something that never happened..
Some might say it was a crazy thing to do; others might say it was very foolish of me to do that.. Yet, I do not regret what I did.. Somehow, I guess I would have done the same thing again if I was given a choice again.. I guess I have really fallen deeply for her.. For those who know me well, I guess you all should know what I am like when I've decided to commit to something..
Actually, I don't think this is the first time such things happen.. I remembered the same thing happened to me quite a few months back.. This girl in the picture was again Fang Hui.. I remembered SMSing her sometime back, and I did not get her reply.. In the end, I gave up waiting for her reply in the middle of the night.. But this time round, I waited for her reply throughout the night.. But her reply never came until today evening.. But I'm glad she eventually replied to me.. Unfortunately,she could not make it this Sunday.. And I'm not free tomorrow.. Guess I will not be able to see her this weekend..
I really wonder: Have I fallen much deeper for her this time round than a few months back?? Or else how do I explain what I did last night?? Somehow, I guess I've committed myself to her.. Not sure if things will turn out well between the both of us, but I'm sure I'm not going to give up just like that.. I've really fallen for her...
Praying hard that this time round things will turn out well for me... Hopefully...
Last night, I did a "foolish" thing.. Or maybe it wasn't such a foolish thing, at least in my opinion.. As University students, sleep is a much treasured possession.. Yet, I gave up my sleep in exchange for something that never came, at least for last night..
SMSed Fang Hui yesterday.. Was hoping to ask her out on Sunday.. Really felt like meeting up with her.. So I decided to ask her if she is free.. Waited for her reply.. But in the end, it never came, until today evening.. For much of last night, I believed I didn't really sleep much.. I was transiting between the states of 'awake' and 'asleep'.. Checking my handphone every time I'm awake.. Yet, I never got her reply last night.. I must say sleep was very important to me at that point of time, cause I didn't really have enough sleep for the past few days.. Yet I willingly gave it up for something that never happened..
Some might say it was a crazy thing to do; others might say it was very foolish of me to do that.. Yet, I do not regret what I did.. Somehow, I guess I would have done the same thing again if I was given a choice again.. I guess I have really fallen deeply for her.. For those who know me well, I guess you all should know what I am like when I've decided to commit to something..
Actually, I don't think this is the first time such things happen.. I remembered the same thing happened to me quite a few months back.. This girl in the picture was again Fang Hui.. I remembered SMSing her sometime back, and I did not get her reply.. In the end, I gave up waiting for her reply in the middle of the night.. But this time round, I waited for her reply throughout the night.. But her reply never came until today evening.. But I'm glad she eventually replied to me.. Unfortunately,she could not make it this Sunday.. And I'm not free tomorrow.. Guess I will not be able to see her this weekend..
I really wonder: Have I fallen much deeper for her this time round than a few months back?? Or else how do I explain what I did last night?? Somehow, I guess I've committed myself to her.. Not sure if things will turn out well between the both of us, but I'm sure I'm not going to give up just like that.. I've really fallen for her...
Praying hard that this time round things will turn out well for me... Hopefully...