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I don't know what to write for the title of today's post.. Cause I'm still in quite a daze.. But first of all, I guess I will start off with updates on what I have been doing..
I have been attending Japanese Level 1 lessons in school for the past 1 week.. The course is really interesting.. And I have learnt a lot.. I felt that I was back to Primary School learning the language.. Cause we need to learn the words one by one.. And we have spelling every day.. Homework every day too.. But it was really fun...
Next.. I was chatting with one of my friends on MSN just now.. Then she dropped me a bombshell.. We were chatting and out of nowhere, she mentioned "the girl".. Let me call her M.. Through my friend, I found out that M was single.. Or should I say she broke up with her bf some time ago.. At that instance, I was caught in a daze.. Apparently, the thing that bothered me the most was actually my own imagination.. Imagination seems not to be the correct word here.. But I can't think of a better word at this moment.. My mind is in a mess.. I felt sad for her, but at the same time, I was quite surprised to find out that she is single.. This meant that I was worrying over nothing when I thought she was happily attached.. What should I be feeling now???
Chatted with M over MSN just now.. This is my first time chatting with her through MSN.. So happy..
Just what should I do.. Should I go ahead with my commitment to her?? Or should I just leave things as they are now?? I'm confused..
Let me just enjoy the moment for now...
I have been attending Japanese Level 1 lessons in school for the past 1 week.. The course is really interesting.. And I have learnt a lot.. I felt that I was back to Primary School learning the language.. Cause we need to learn the words one by one.. And we have spelling every day.. Homework every day too.. But it was really fun...
Next.. I was chatting with one of my friends on MSN just now.. Then she dropped me a bombshell.. We were chatting and out of nowhere, she mentioned "the girl".. Let me call her M.. Through my friend, I found out that M was single.. Or should I say she broke up with her bf some time ago.. At that instance, I was caught in a daze.. Apparently, the thing that bothered me the most was actually my own imagination.. Imagination seems not to be the correct word here.. But I can't think of a better word at this moment.. My mind is in a mess.. I felt sad for her, but at the same time, I was quite surprised to find out that she is single.. This meant that I was worrying over nothing when I thought she was happily attached.. What should I be feeling now???
Chatted with M over MSN just now.. This is my first time chatting with her through MSN.. So happy..
Just what should I do.. Should I go ahead with my commitment to her?? Or should I just leave things as they are now?? I'm confused..
Let me just enjoy the moment for now...