My feelings..
It had been 1 week.. Yet, M is still in my mind.. I guess I'm quite certain about my feelings for her now.. I have fallen for her.. Even though we might not really know each other that well, I must admit I have really fallen for her..
Actually, my feelings for her started as early as December last year.. Was chatting with Kien Wei last night after he read my post.. He was asking me if this was just a crush.. I must admit I was stumped for a moment when he asked me this.. I did not thought of this feeling as that of a crush.. Hence, I didn't really give it much thought as to whether it was a crush.. But it didn't take me more than a minute to dismiss this feeling as a crush.. I know better.. This is more than a crush.. It's a feeling I can't really explain.. Love at first sight?? Maybe..
Went back to my previous posts to confirm my own thoughts.. Looking back at my last post for 2006, I can safely declare that it is really love at first sight.. I agree with Kien Wei when he said that it is not my nature to believe in love at first sight.. I do admit that I never really believed in love at first sight.. But I have to say that she is the first girl that let me experience love at first sight.. Take a look at my last post for 2006 to see what I mean..
M means a lot to me now.. I have tried to dismiss my feelings for her as I thought she was attached at that moment.. But every time I see her, I feel this pain in my heart.. The pain of not being able to be together with someone I love.. It's strange, considering the fact that I don't really know her that well.. But somehow, this feeling is so strong in my heart..
I can't just give up without trying, even though it might very well be another trap set by Fate.. I apologise again for being so sceptical.. But things seemed to be so smooth up to this moment.. I can't help but doubt.. But I'm not afraid, even if I fail again.. I do hope things will be postive this time round.. Cause I'm really serious about her...
Actually, my feelings for her started as early as December last year.. Was chatting with Kien Wei last night after he read my post.. He was asking me if this was just a crush.. I must admit I was stumped for a moment when he asked me this.. I did not thought of this feeling as that of a crush.. Hence, I didn't really give it much thought as to whether it was a crush.. But it didn't take me more than a minute to dismiss this feeling as a crush.. I know better.. This is more than a crush.. It's a feeling I can't really explain.. Love at first sight?? Maybe..
Went back to my previous posts to confirm my own thoughts.. Looking back at my last post for 2006, I can safely declare that it is really love at first sight.. I agree with Kien Wei when he said that it is not my nature to believe in love at first sight.. I do admit that I never really believed in love at first sight.. But I have to say that she is the first girl that let me experience love at first sight.. Take a look at my last post for 2006 to see what I mean..
M means a lot to me now.. I have tried to dismiss my feelings for her as I thought she was attached at that moment.. But every time I see her, I feel this pain in my heart.. The pain of not being able to be together with someone I love.. It's strange, considering the fact that I don't really know her that well.. But somehow, this feeling is so strong in my heart..
I can't just give up without trying, even though it might very well be another trap set by Fate.. I apologise again for being so sceptical.. But things seemed to be so smooth up to this moment.. I can't help but doubt.. But I'm not afraid, even if I fail again.. I do hope things will be postive this time round.. Cause I'm really serious about her...