Coursemate gathering; Mixed feelings
Met up with my NTU coursemates Zongjie, Jackson, Zexiong, Vincent and Melvin for dinner yesterday.. Mey up at Brewerkz at Clark Quay for dinner.. Went back at around 11pm..
Over the last few days, I was pondering over whether my ice princess realised my feelings for her.. This is because we seemed to be chatting less over the last few days.. Did she realise my feelings for her?? Or was she just busy?? If she realised my feelings for her and reacted this way, does it mean that I don't stand a chance??
Things somehow went back to normal today.. I initiated a conversation with her today, and found out that she was very angry over something that happened in school.. So much so that she was on the verge of crying.. On hearing this, I feel pain in my heart.. How I wish I could be there to comfort her.. I did try to cheer her up and I think I managed to do so to an extent.. Towards the end of our conversation, I think she's back to her normal self..
With regards to whether she realised myfeelings for her, the answer is 'no'.. I realised that I've set myself up in such a situation that makes it hard for me to reveal my feeings to her.. This is because I keep teasing her and joking with her, resulting in a situation whereby anything that I wanted to say in a serious manner will somewhat end up like a joke.. I don't know whether this is a good thing or not.. But at least now we're back to chatting freely.. I guess in that, it' a good thing... Will try to take things slowly from there...
Over the last few days, I was pondering over whether my ice princess realised my feelings for her.. This is because we seemed to be chatting less over the last few days.. Did she realise my feelings for her?? Or was she just busy?? If she realised my feelings for her and reacted this way, does it mean that I don't stand a chance??
Things somehow went back to normal today.. I initiated a conversation with her today, and found out that she was very angry over something that happened in school.. So much so that she was on the verge of crying.. On hearing this, I feel pain in my heart.. How I wish I could be there to comfort her.. I did try to cheer her up and I think I managed to do so to an extent.. Towards the end of our conversation, I think she's back to her normal self..
With regards to whether she realised myfeelings for her, the answer is 'no'.. I realised that I've set myself up in such a situation that makes it hard for me to reveal my feeings to her.. This is because I keep teasing her and joking with her, resulting in a situation whereby anything that I wanted to say in a serious manner will somewhat end up like a joke.. I don't know whether this is a good thing or not.. But at least now we're back to chatting freely.. I guess in that, it' a good thing... Will try to take things slowly from there...
posted by Dark Messenger at 10:11 PM
